<br /><br />I wanted you to be the last thing on my mind<br />I wanted you to be the reason I close my eyes<br />But I cant sleep<br />And oh God I wanted to be your high<br />But everything I said it went unheard<br />And everything you saw with eyes straight blurred<br />Became our downfall<br />Cos you say I drink and I smoke and I talk too much<br />But I know you lied when you said that you just gotta go and save yourself<br />So hear me out<br />You know everybody talks girl<br />And it means nothing till you let it<br />But if you keep second guessing then there's only gonna be one end<br /><br />But you can leave if you really want to<br />And you can run if you feel you have to<br />And I'll be fine if you ever ask me<br />I know its hard, but no one said it's easy<br />Fallings easy<br />But there's only one way up<br /><br />So I been thinking that I think too much<br />And I cant sleep but I can dream of us<br />And I've been seeing shit like horror cuts<br />Its burning down, I gotta drown this out<br />And you said you need me to let this go<br />Buts it's who I am or am I just losing it<br />Cos you said jump and I went first but fallings always been my downfall<br /><br />And you say I drink and I smoke and I talk too much<br />But I know you lied when you said that you just had enough and save yourself<br />So hear me out<br />You know everybody talks girl<br />And it means nothing till you let it<br />And if you keep second guessing then there's only gonna be one end<br /><br />But you can leave if you really want to<br />And you can run if you feel you have to<br />And I can drink if I feel I have to<br />I know its hard, but I cant feel like I used to<br />Like I used to<br />Cos I used to defy gravity<br />Defy gravity<br />Goodbyes keep dragging me<br />Down<br />And I'm fighting gravity<br />Defying gravity<br />I tried but I keep falling<br />Cos fallings easy<br />But it only brings you down